I waited
and dreamed
and kept the faith
and finally
the dream became reality
and quickly turned into a nightmare
I’ve never felt so alone as I do now
not even when I was alone
I wish I was alone again
at least then, I had hopes
I had a reason to smile
the anticipation of you
now I have nothing left
but a wish for the pain to end
somehow
someway
and the thing is
I don’t blame you
I blame myself
because I was stupid enough to care
what the hell was I thinking?