It’s Like That Sometimes –
Late Night Thoughts.

So what do you do
when you’re in love with someone
and can’t get them out of your mind
when they are constantly on the mind
in your thoughts
in your heart
and part of you every moment of the day and night

But you’re walking different paths
not because of any fights or anger
but it’s the right thing to do
I can’t be there for him as I want to be
I can’t help him as I should
Hell, I can barely help myself

He has his battles to face
His demons to conquer
And he will someday
And prove to everyone just how incredible
and amazing he truly is
I want to be with him
I want him here with me
But he has to face this challenge alone
And my presence would only hurt both of us

I look at the pictures
enjoy the memories
and the tears run down my face
I feel so empty inside
a void only he can fill
I want him so bad
I want him so bad
I want him so bad

He thinks I hate him
I’ve only ever loved him since Day 1
I need to see him
but it’s not the right thing to do
and we’d only both end up getting hurt
I’m lost
I’m empty
I’m alone
I love you, Eric
And I always will
I wish I could tell you
I wish I could show you
I wish I could speak to you
I wish I could hold you again
I’d never let go
Never

But I can’t
I’m too damn scared
And those tears
I’ll deal with it
After all, that’s what I do best
I deal with it
I just wish I wasn’t dealing with it alone
I love you
I miss you
And I want you here so damn bad
Til’ death do us part.
Damn!